The relationship failboat strikes again!

Yes I messed up again. No, not my bf, that's not the relationship I messed up. A good friend. A very good friend. A good friend that, if the bf were to leave me, would gladly have me. And I'd gladly have had him. But, alas, the great relationship failboat has sunken and taken me with it again. I fucked up. BAD.

I went to him with a problem I should have known would hurt him to hear about, but I was too worried, too wrapped up in my own thoughts, too nervous, too selfish to think before I acted. WHY the hell do I keep doing this? Why the hell do I keep ruining perfectly good relationships? How the hell was I supposed to know that I would say the whole thing the wrong way, and have it taken as me trying to hurt someone? I meant to ask for help. For a pat on the back and an "it'll be ok". But I went to the wrong person and said the wrong words. And sank that ship. I just hope that my friend, my dear friend, my late-night phone call, my midday cheer-up, my afternoon chat can find it in his heart to forgive me. I did a bad, bad thing. And I won't be happy until I can right it.

Flowcharts!

So, here I am, sitting in "Fundamentals of Customer Service" (yes, it's a class), and we're doing flowcharts. Not like I haven't flowcharted before. But still. The symbols are wrong for what we're doing, it's an incredibly boring class, and we've spent about 3 of the last 5 hours of classtime doing flowcharts. Isn't this a class where we're supposed to be learning about customer service?

Also, I've added a blogger app to my Google Homepage. That should keep me blogging regularly.

Tattoo Possibilities

OK, so I've been considering tattoo options for a while. There are a handful of items I would like to get. I will be waiting until I lose some weight to get them, but...

Here's one of the options I'm considering:

This is an altered version of the center part of James Jean's Southern Belle series that was printed on a set of 3 wine bottles. The full series is below.

More than meets the eye

I went to see Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen today. OMG SO GOOD! I laughed, I cried, I wanted to jump out of my chair and cheer!

Also, I found an artist I enjoy Immensely. His name is James Jean and his art is...interesting to say the least. His paintings contain much more than a mere glance can tell. I like the Southern Belle portion of his work, "Wine". Specifically, I like the center piece, with the skeletons of her past coming from under her dress. Maybe it would be a good tattoo?

I'm terrible at blogging

Yes, I know, I haven't posted in a while. I could come up with excuses, but I won't so...

In my news, I have been handed an unconfirmed diagnosis of my mental condition. Bipolar Disorder, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, and Attention Deficit Disorder. I have done my research, and it all sound plausible. If I am all of the above, so be it. Also, I'm pulling a 4.0 GPA at school with near-perfect attendance. YAY ME! I think...guess that makes me a schoolgirl, no?

In other news, found this...it's called the "Shit Box". Yes, it's a box you poop in.